lack of school
i am only at school tues, wed, and thursday. with only one class each day. it is totally tripping me out.
you’d think, being a college student, i would be stoked about not having to go to class as much, but i feel kind of lost. i really miss going to my campus and spending way too much time there. i miss seeing some of my favorite teachers. i am really bummed because i only see most closest friends once or twice in the entire week. because my psych class is a general ed class, i have it with a bunch of other grades/majors; so really only have 2 classes with my favorite people. i miss being a “regular.” i am becoming one of those upperclassmate that is too snobby to make school their home (or that’s how i viewed them at the beginning).
what’s up with this? another thing that is weird is that because it’s only tues-thurs, my week is like three separate schedules. i have my work life, a couple days, then my o’more life, for a few days, and then the quiet weekend with wil. i am three completely different people in the course of seven days. it’s really funky.
one thing that i am totally happy about though is that i LOVE all three of my classes. they all are so different and yet i enjoy each one with great enthusiasm. or maybe i love them because i am so desparate to cling and not let go of my college life? hmm.
